Firstly, I shan't remind you about the fact that we have to finish more than one PT every week! (5 PTs)
I also shan't remind you that we have to "make use of the holidays to catch up" and "revise for the new term"!
Happy Holidays!

End of topic.

Bluck I'm allergic to deodorant. At least some. It makes me all sneezy for the rest of the day and it's 10 times worse than having a fever or tight chest or something. At least it puts me into a 10x bad mood. Because you have to keep punching your nose to stop it from annoying you and that's annoying. It's actually a lot worse than it sounds. Like usually when you tell someone you're allergic or feeling sneezy or things make you sneeze, people laugh. I don't know why, but having one of these sneezy things is one of the greatest irritants I have. Really uncomfortable, and not really funny. Especially when it somehow always coincides with tests and upcoming exams (especially chinese composition)

I created a deviantart account. Haven't really done anything new. And I'm so jealous of ppl like yeqi D: can draw humans so nicely and NOT ONLY THAT the clothes have all the creases in the right places and stuff. ANNOYING! IRRITATING! UNSTANDABLE!

I hope laoshi gives me the hamster tomorrow. But then again I'll have to lug it to MOELC, then lug it all the way across and walk to junction 8.

We're still feeling quite sore. Like you know, we should have landed in America yesterday? Maybe right now, I should be eating fish and chips? No actually, I think I'll be performing live now. And after that, I'll look forward to a tour somewhere around America. Annoying, unstandable, irritating. And some people just don't understand, like, non-Omers. just think we're whiny. But just imagine...say you worked so hard, thinking about world finals and america and everything and BOOM HEY YO YOU CAN'T GO ANYMORE! INSTEAD, YOU STAY IN HOT OL' SINGAPORE, STUDYING FOR MATH GA, DOING CHINESE FILING, DESPERATELY FINISHING WORKSHEETS, CHIONGING PHYSICS PT AND LOOK FORWARD TO A HOLIDAY OF PTS! AND THE END OF OM! You get the point. Sorry if we're whiny. And it also gets a bit annoying when we are like thinking of major stuff like this and people come to you and complain about like how they barely passed their test? -.-(That was something long long ago) When they know perfectly well i FAILED it with flying colours? Pls la. Like it's the worst thing that ever happened to you. Please.
Of course, I will never regret joining OM. Just that the blow was a bit too big. DIV 3 MOCK WORLDS HERE WE GO!!! (just don't have it this sat. I've got a competition)

Haven't blogged for so long..I know I have more random stuff to talk about.

Oh yeah, Japan.
I've always loved Japan so much, but lately it's been overwhelming. Lately sometimes I think about Osaka and Tokyo and Karuizawa and Disney till I start crying, don't know why. On a side note, I really hope Tokyo doesn't get struck by an earthquake (Big Bang) but it's predicted to happen somewhere soon in the next 20 years or something. Also, Ramen. And japanese curry. and hokkaido potatoes. There's this thing about Disney, the spirit. I love it so much, much much more than even my family or anyone else does. Like my brother always wants to go back to the hotel early when we're at disneyland. Or complains he's tired. So do my parents, they all aren't very excited. But I always stay till 10pm (closing time). Once i went to disneyland myself from 9 to 10 (full hours) without my family and WHOOSH i chionged all the rides and watched the parades and shows and did so much stuff i was so happy. And my feet actually hurt like crap (even though crap doesnt hurt. okay it hurt a LOT) but i dont notice it and i dont care. i insist on running everywere and doing everything till closing time. everytime i leave disney on the last day i start tearing. can't bear to leave. just that my parents dont know.
I'm so glad my parents like japan too.after all they stayed there for 8 years and they also seem to have some sort of attachment. like when they watch the tv, they'll talk about how the people changed along with them and stuff.
btw, on another related random note, toontown online and maple. my parents kind of disapprove/not very happy when we play maple or one of those random online stuff, but when i play toontown it just seems..different. like my mum actually asks me if i want to subscribe/buy the game card for toontown and stuff. and there really is a difference of attitude regarding toontown. love it so much..reminds me of tokyo toontown. even the pavillion-like thing in toontown central (the game), looks exactly like the real one in the real toontown which i walk on and sit next too eating the mickey pizza or mickey ice cream.
Maybe because I come from Japan and used to go to disneyland so often when I was young. (disneysea didn't exist then) Like when I step into Disneyland/sea, I feel this rush and like something faraway of me just came back. and it's really one of the happiest times I've ever felt all at once. Like even if I were to just sit somewhere in Disney on a bench or something I would feel really, really happy. It's the spirit of Disney, I tell you.

I want to go to disneyland NOW

ahcheerupmickeymousebehappysmilemoreyoustillhaveloadstolivefor
wonderful things to look forward to
1) lampposts
2) fantasia
3) osaka
4) tokyo
5) london
6) eating chocolate
7) playing weiqi
8) qiuping cup
9) becoming a dan
10) piano
11) violin
12) disneyland
13) disneysea
14) cardiac surgeon
15) learning computer art stuff (i need help! photoshop, illustrator, flash, etc)
16) end of exams


ah even if we're not going i guess the memories are still real precious stuff..and we should do our best for HALL ASSEMBLY (-.-) so that we will end OM on a good note and the seniors will leave om with great memories of our team
actually hey if they told us before the auditions, this time, if you join OM, there won't be world finals. I'll still join, definitely, Just that now im depressed only because the sinking in of shock is too great. and weird, it only comes all of a sudden and i'll start crying then sometimes i'll be laughing about random stupid stuff like nothing happened. Never mind, after i get over the shock it'll be fine. Well we KNEW it would happen. (btw, im wondering why PRIMARY SCHOOL kids are getting to go)
But hey the memories and the friends i made! They're priceless. Worth much more than the possible $20000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 the school saved. (the money was an exaggeration, obviously the trip isn't that expensive ._.) Also this year is super because there's even inter-team bonding. i think problem 3 div 3 just became like our team's best friend or something. and the whole of div 3 at least know each other so well i've never had such great friends and its really like a family, now i see what they mean. and i learnt from om that juniors can actually be really nice. I've never had such nice juniors before. WE LOVE D2P5 OMLETTES/KARL CHANDRA FANCLUB (:

and next time if i ever win the lottery or make it big one day i'll sponsor all rgs omers of 2009 on a group trip to US and thats why you should join the facebook group cos i'll have to announce it and i'll do it through fb

See? We aren't going to worlds because of swine flu, i knew something like this would happen

feels like 9/10 of my life sudden disappeared

awesOMe! all the more i feel good after forcing myself to think so pessimistically for the last 3 days -.-

when we heard about the invitation, we screamed like siao. then kristy went down to tell the other omers, and they screamed like 3 times as loud and long as us and the security guard came up to see if there was a murder or something. -.- glad the librarian didn't come out.

ahh cant believe it.

anyway, we love our junior team loads <3333333333333

You know, I really feel like laughing, hard?
As in, seriously. At how pessimistic I can get..lol. I don't think I've told this to many people, but much of my pessimism is always forced, like I'll force my brain to go "HEY MAN LOUSY YO STOP HOPING LAR HOPE FOR WHAT OBVIOUSLY THE MARGIN TOO BIG NO HOPE RIGHT? DONT BE STUPID" even though the other side of me is thinking like "actually there is a teeny bit of hope blablabla". Because I realised that the more I hope for something the less I get it. Ever heard of something about pessimists are good because they are either always right or they get a pleasnt surprise? I've been thinking that way even before I heard that saying...it just makes me feel good being so pessimistic.

But, I really have to laugh at myself. I've been trying to hard to be pessimistic, I put in so much effort and really FORCE myself to think. I really don't know what im doing or thinking..but now i just find it so damn funny. like im so damn silly to force my self to be pssimistic..
but really i just cant stop it, i have to continue like this.

I mean after all the margin is more than 10, not like 2 or 3. and BAH this is uncanny resemblance to last year
1) own full dress
2)never get slammed
3)couldnt change performance much
4)everyone ego
5)lose and get 2nd
6)sad

just that this year was worse cos no spon champs and everyone was crying also. and what if i never get to feel what worlds is like?

as in everything i said is true, but i still have to laugh at my pessimistic attitude..its just so ridiculously funny.

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

sorry if you tried to encourage me or say nice stuff but i replied with something annoyingly pessimistic. esp huimin. but i just cant stop forcing myself to think like that lol and it just makes me feeel good

ahaha im ridiculous

Really, no one will understand except claw. It is an exact repetition of last year, just that now there's no spon champs too. And last year was still okay, because we were div 2 and we still had 2 more chances. But this year is just like last year, and now I have kind of gave up and I know next year will be like this year. I gave up hoping because I've never wanted something so badly and now I'll never get it. I dont know why its just us

Pity no one laughed at our intelligent jokes.

Me and claw are officially now the only 2 seniors who wouldn't have gone to worlds.

Don't tell me I'll get there next year, it'll make me feel worse. Just like last year. Just like this year. And dont console me, it makes me cry and feel even more rotten. I feel good just thinking about nothing to myself.

And when I go to school tomorrow everyone's going to ask me how OM went, etc, etc, etc

I repeat, please dont console me. Thanks.

Thank you everyone who came to watch us and cheered so loudly. I'll never forget that

thank you so much everyone! i think it was one of my best birthdays!

thank you YL for card and cute squishy dice, Hilary and Yuqing for the beautiful kaleidoscope, Clarisse for the notebook which I wanted, JJ for card and mickey tape, Deepa for card and the crystal-ly dot dice and Ben for the SHOCK CANDY O:
and THANK YOU SUPERSTITIOMS (kristy, srishti, claudia, huimin, etinne, cheryl foo) for that hilarious treasure hunt thing (LOL so difficult :P) and the ICE CREAM! yay i can eat icecream tomorow YES :D LOVE YOU GUYS!

and thank you for birthday songs! (though they are rather embarrassing)
Jaslyn, Sharan and Hui Jie sang one for me out of nowhere in the canteen ._. and one more by YL, JJ, Clare and Deeps! and of course 315! my class sang bday song for me! so nice yeah and alot of ppl wished me happy bday!!

and last but not least my family! They got cake and stuff! and my grandmother ALWAYS remembers my birthday despite being old and supposedly forgetful!!

yay THANKS SO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!!